Sindrom Pre Tunang

Assalamualaikum.

ARGHHHHH STRESS! Tahap gaban nek beskal.

Jujur aku katakan aku tak nervous pun bila fikirkan yang aku dan encik boyfriend akan bertunang pada hujung minggu depan. Tapi aku takut. Takut hal hal yang tak elok terjadi sebelum kami sempat bertunang. Hakhak. Bodoh,bukan? Aku tahu,tak elok fikirkan yang buruk buruk tapi hidup tak selalunya indah,kan? Aku rasa bila aku terfikir macam ni,sebenarnya macam langkah berjaga-jaga. Kot? Bukan eh? Haha.

Bila mengadu pada Cik Erin,memang dia pun kata tak elok fikir macam tu. Macam satu doa. Ya,aku pun memang terfikir macam tu jugak tapi.. Entah. Ya Allah,mudahkanlah segalaNya.

DAN sindrom paling teruk yang kami (read:kami=aku dan dia) hadapi adalah...
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KAMI KELAI DOPLOHPATJAM SETIAP HARI SETIAP MALAM!!
Bodoh,kan? Awat lagu ni taktau. Sedih. Seksa. Depresi. Kemurungan. Yang menyebabkan bulan aku datang dengan sangat lewat. Hahaha. Betul,aku tak mai period pun bulan 12. Aduhlaaa.

Dan yang lagi bodoh ialah pabila kami bergaduh hal-hal yang bodoh. Couldn't help it. Saya minta maaf. Hal-hal yang bodoh itu adalah...
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Aku takmau habaq! Sebab aku rasa semua tu bodoh. Tiada yang bodoh melainkan yang bodoh-bodoh belaka.
Nak berpisah tu di mulut sentiasa. Tapi aku tahu,aku takkan jumpa yang lagi baik dari dia. Sebab dengan dia,aku jadi diri aku. Sama macam bila aku dengan kawan kawan baik aku. Aku dengan dia macam kawan. Sebab aku kurang romantik. Dia merajuk,aku tak pernah pujuk. Aku merajuk,dia pujuk. Tapi tak wajib pujuk pun :p

Cara dia pujuk? 

Ni yang terbaru;

Safwan Shaik Osman

 

(Ada music video by John Legend - Ordinary People)

 

I hang up you call

We rise and we fall

And we feel like just walking away

As our love advances
We take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy
I Still want you to stay

Girl im in love with you
This ain't the honeymoon
Past the infatuation phase
Right in the thick of love
At times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue everyday

[Bridge]

I know i misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow

[Chorus]

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

[Verse 2]

This ain't a movie no
No fairy tale conclusion ya'll
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it's heaven sent
Then we head back to hell again
We kiss then we make up on the way

[Bridge]

I hang up you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
As our love advances
We take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy
I Still want you to stay

[Chorus]

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

[Verse 3]

Take it slow
Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave,
maybe you'll return
Maybe another fight
Maybe we won't survive
But maybe we'll grow
We never know baby youuuu and I

[Chorus]

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Heyyy)
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

 

Hahah. Aku masih dalam mood yang kurang baik. Entah. Lotih den.

 Gambar diambil ketika makan tengahari yang papa aturkan bersama-sama bakal-bakal menantunya.

 Si kecil yang menurut kawan-kawan,rambut dan senyumannya mirip encik boyfriend.